Archive for the 'Nonfiction' Category

Darker Things

Thursday, December 21st, 2006

Back home, in civilization, everything is spelled out. There I must not put my head and arms out the window, let alone contemplate the sensual allure of cheap opium and brown flesh. Within civilization there is a net, a structure, a code which keeps us all in line. There it is not possible to know if you’re really just pretending at a fundamental drive towards respect, to goodness. You suspect something in yourself, but you never have the chance at temptation.

In Praise of Anonymity

Friday, December 8th, 2006

Marrakech, but it could be any city in Morocco. Or just about anywhere in the touristed world, given minor changes to the script.
The man waves to me from where he’s trying to start his moped as I walk past on the sidewalk. I return the wave vaguely, turn back to looking straight ahead. At least [...]

Pimped Taxi

Wednesday, December 6th, 2006

This taxi is pimped. You can tell from the outside even. For one thing, the wide banner at the top of the windshield says Mercedes in big white-on-black letters. It actually is a Mercedes too, complete with monogrammed mud-flaps, and the classic tristar ornament. Silver hubcaps, even. Doesn’t matter that it must be 20 years [...]

Universal Art

Sunday, October 8th, 2006

no metaphor can say this
but I can’t stop pointing
to the beauty

The poet Jelal ad-Din Rumi does something to me, something wonderful. He makes me feel one of those feelings that I deeply cherish but can never quite describe. Certain works of art do this to me. It’s like being in love, [...]

How I Feel Is All That Has Ever Mattered

Wednesday, May 10th, 2006

Are we all just selfish, evil creatures out for our own pleasure? Does altruism really exist, or do we always act in calculated self-interest?

Pain And Suffering

Wednesday, April 12th, 2006

“Pain is not optional,” she responded. “But suffering is.”

Art

Sunday, March 19th, 2006

Art is a four-letter word that cuts through logic.

Silver Crest Diner

Tuesday, December 13th, 2005

The thing about the Silver Crest Diner is that it will never change. I asked once, and the old Greek guy who cooks the burgers scratched his head and said he’s been there for something like 35 years now. True, a grilled cheese now costs $5.95, but the big wooden menu on the wall must [...]

Something I Learned One Night, Far Away

Wednesday, October 19th, 2005

One warm night last year in Nha-Trang, Vietnam, I was talking with a man named Dave, a man who would later become a great friend of mine. From the streets of a bad part of England, he had a wide unshaven grin, and a kindness that softened his immense power. His job was emergency aid [...]

The Things We Tell Ourselves

Thursday, April 7th, 2005

Here’s a little game you can play.